I'm gonna be off to wilfred's house in about..... 10 minutes time or so.. it's raining very heavily since 9AM... i woke up then, to have a toilet break and the rain was already pouring down and mum was nowhere to be found except the radio playing in the background. i tried looking around but it seems like she's out. i snuggled back into the comfort of my blanket and bolsters and drifted off to sleep very soon after.

"ger...wake up.. cook breakfast for you already.." (in chinese)
woken up by dad who's shaking my bones out trying to get me to wake up. he even flipped me over. =_="
i had chicken soup, egg, and some sausages....
could still hear the raindrops hitting onto the top of the metal shelter the construction workers put up.. plik ploks that goes on and on and the rain doesn't seem to be getting any lighter. it made me feel like it's 5PM instead of 12.. it makes me think... and hopefully.. it doesn't make me feel down and more depressed.

i kept apologising to fred for being crazy last night.. but he juz said it's fine and kept on being bubbly with me. sometimes he really amaze me. he bounce back to being happy very quickly (forced or not) and for my sake he have been exceptionally patient and gentle... only occasional breakdown into desperation because i was getting more hysteric instead of better... he said his only priority right now, is juz to bring happiness to me and the last thing he wants is for me to be sad and depressed. he's words both touches my heart yet on another hand, puts me to shame. i have been selfish and sink into depression too easily. i reminded him of his mother when i go hysteric. and it hurts him i know... i should've stopped but i didn't know how.. ...

rest of the day will be told when i get back..

>>played the sims..... hehehehehe extended a new room with toilets!!! all thanks to sano's cheat code hahahaha and tomorrow, me n ike n sano will be going down to orchard to eat something since i have that 100 bucks voucher... i finished typing muh project stuff.. today was a great day and wilfred was damn nice to me hehe and everything n i 'bathed' him too! wahah helped him wash his hair.... okok i go slp now cos tmr is a LOOOOOOOOOOONG day!

SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP BED BED BED SLEEP BED SLEEP BED SLEEP SLEEP BED BED ......RARGH....*Zzz.Zz.zZz.z...*